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      Updated some stuffs here n there.Think gonna update more from time 2 time.Now torn between wanna go 2 play ball anot,as i cant contact my frens,not sure whether they're playin anot.My instinct tells me they're not playin,but i feel like wanna go n c.C 1st la.Very hot day 2day it seems,d sun shining so bright,listenin 2 Glamorous Sky now....Hey 2 d princess there,muz b very hot huh,plus wash shoe summore.Faster go bak inside d house n rest la,sure hot n not comfy there?Go apply more lotion la later.Do hav ur meal in time,n not cup noodle n biscuit kayz?I'm using an invisible fan 2 cool u down now,can u feel it?cool ~~~ cool ~~~ cool ~~~ (-_-)lll oso prepared cool orange juice there (O_O)

      Been like a week lo since i last updated my blog.Yet tiz 1 week feels so so damn long,as usual,lotta things been happenin.At least 2 me,lotta things happenin.I really feel very tired,i feel i nid a rest,calm my mind,yet i worry of lotta things.I jz wanna express myself out here.I muz admit,dear bloggie,u've alwaz been here whenever i nided u,yet i've alwaz been treatin u like jz another small piece of nothin 2 me.Well,kayz,cut d crapz.I think lotta ppl noe i'm not hapi lo,at least i guess most ppl can feel so.Y le?1 of d reasons i've felt kinda sad (well,i guess all of us hav our own emotion n feelins rite),well yea,1 of d reasons im quite sad,is cuz,i realise lotta things hav changed.Especially frenship.I feel tat 1 of my fren n i,our frenship is really fading,im not d person i used 2 b 2 tat fren.Tiz feels so true,undeniable.Imagine u've reli got a very great,important,fren in ur heart,been living like a very great person 2 u in ur heart,suddenly everythin jz fades out n cools off,n u feel like,gosh,only God noes how come i've come 2 tiz point.All these jz totally fades out,n d feelin of cold n lesser frenly feelin slowly generating in urself,it does bring u 2 a point where u'll feel depressed.Well another reason i've felt sad 2,is related 2 love.Shud i say love?Definitely.I cant really tell in detail bout what bothers,but i can say i do feel down wit wat's happenin rite now,currently.I m a guy,every1,i shud b strong,not squat at 1 corner n bcome a tortoise,being upset.But feelings r feelings,i cant help feelin sad,bad,upset,down.That's y im here 2 express myself,not 2 ask 4 symphaty from readers,no.I cant help havin tiz cold,uncomfy,deep sensation in my heart,does any1 here noe wat i mean?

     

      Well well...being down doesnt mean i'm d king,n i can live on without worries n being pampered.Having very stressful time now,wit work,assign,test,n all those stuff all packed in 2gether,not enuff time 4 tiz n tat.Really stressful.Somemore,gosh this n that happenin.It's 4.09 now,i gotta go straight 2 doin d tutorial question 4 test later after tiz.No luffin matter here.HERE le...i really gotta thank my frens.I've got "stranger" frens,well i hav once considered them as strangers even after bein fren 4 some time,n they've really liften me up a lil these days.Namely,Jiarou (fish head mai fan) 4 reli showin care 2 me alwaz,willin 2 help me a lot at all times,in many ways,somehow given me hope in my cloudy days,n alwaz luffin herself wen i'm not reli hapi,although wont reli luff wen things r normal.Gal ure great.Sookfen (doremon,woh seong zai) ! ! 1 of my frens whom i've alwaz enjoyed watchin her walk,from her bak.She givs ppl d kinda cute toddler kinda ding o ding o ding o kinda feelin wen she walks,cute.Went 2 their place few times now,felt light n comfy there.Everytime i go 2 jiarou's place,expect 2 c doremon sookfen oso,else,won feel used 2 it.Enjoy my time havin her.Another fren....I don think any1 would've tot tiz name would appear in my blog...Issac ! ! ! Tuition teacher ! D preacher ! Issac di di >.< well i shudn't b callin him issac di di,but since i heard him callin me ah fatt goh goh,2day cant help but called him once issac di di.Issac,i muz admit had been sked of him 4 a period...But 1st time lookin at him talk,although not talkin 2 me,felt tat he's somehow d warm n nice kinda person.Slowly released my fear of him.Lately although v still nvr hav really talked,but v're interactin more n more.I can still remember 4 of us playin bingo late at nite tat day,was so noisy.Issac's famous 4 his pro preaching,well,it's that he's d oni 1 doin it all d time,n yea i mean all d time here.Thanx so much 4 givin tuition 2day,n 4 alwaz talkin,had me occupied during those times.Pals...i remember all d time v've spent 2gether...though i may not seem so,thanx all...

 

      Here,i would oso wanna mention bout A...used 2 b great pal of mine...V've hd very bad times 4 us rite?Yet now,v hang out 4 ball,cc,o yamcha 2gether.Haih...i really noe not wat 2 say...that day went 2 A's place,for d 1st time.I remember visiting there since very long time ago.Though they got no internet there,NBA Live 03 to entertain,n av,wit whisky,n those....sticks...yet felt grateful tat day went 2 his place.V hd a lil talk,wit darren 2,was nice there by d balcony.Alwaz played game 2gether,sigh,games reli did help me wen im down.Guys sori 4 not participating in pirate most of d time.N den ah sek,altho din reli noe each others,cant help luffin at him wen he speaks.Beh tahan.Ziq alwaz treat me wit d same look n expression.

 

      I'm oredi minimising wat i wanna write bout frens here...Jz wanna thank u all,4 bein there,many times.Everyday ppl would ask me,y sad again??? Why? bout gal lo.Tiz is wat happens 9/10 times.But den i'm not jz bout gal lo gal lo....yea sad,but still many things happenin.I feel tiz time around quite different,i used 2 hav a fren,v share a lot,v're reli great frens.Tiz time around,feels like its different,like shes not her,im oso not me,not like v used 2.Things change so much,don mention months,even weeks.Many things i've been keepin 2 myself,till tiz day.But still i'm grateful 2 hav caring frens wimme....I regret being a weak person many times,wen there're other frens,who perhaps hav nided me,o definitely deserved a better side of me....I'm trying,not 2 b like tat.Sorry...2 u,i'll still wanna say once more,i'll b around if u reli do nid me.Willing 2 b wit u anytime.I oso do hope u'll feel better...Even if i feel bitter thinkin of some things.All those tat've happened,i will try not 2 mind,i will not mind...I'm really a helpless person.

 

      Without realising,it's 4.40 dy,i really would wanna write more,i've got infinite stuffs loaded inside me,but i will hafta carry on wit my tutorial.I think...i'll wanna dedicate,mayb half of tiz blog 2 jiarou?Half?REALLY wanna thank u gal...till den,i think i'll wanna go off now.Most probably will continue on tiz after my test.Hope u guys n gals,would read my blog,hav a nice time.Cya all ~~~

Was wanna update my blog cuz lotta things 2 write.But suddenly i've totally got no mood.Sorry,will come back again.....

       Phew,jz taken shower,9am in d mornin now.Went 2 cc,came bak,took shower,den making blog entry now here.1 of my fren sleepin at my space now ma.Listenin 2 songs sent by some1 very special.Very nice songs,though i feel more n more blur,d songs r very tender n soothing songs.Actually really feel like sleepin now,went 2 d empty room downstairs jz 2 find tat it hs been locked,damn.OMG that Amy,aunty,bao zhou po,watever u call her,may God bless her,bless her n clear her off her evilness.She's evil i tell u,evil.Every1 hates her.Came 2 my room last nite askin bout internet fees,told her i got no money,but kept on asking me.Waddahell m i sposed 2 give ya when i got no money?Her evil mind overrides even simple rational like this.There was something with her eyes....d way she stared at me all d time,those were d eyes of d devil,seriously.Merciless,cold,fierce n very firm eyes on u all d time.Ate so much curry from yesterday's dinner,curry n sambal,gosh was very satisfied,haha.Well yesterday was kinda special dinner,cuz See Wei tagged along,she decided 2 tag along,haven been havin meal with her 4 quite some time,kinda long time dy.She would alwaz go 4 meals wit coursemates (her so called Love Squad),spend her days in her fren's place,condo.So yesterday jz talked n talked lots with her,although most likely it was unbearable 4 her,having me kept on pok pek pok pek there.Had quite an okay time,kinda refreshing 4 yesterday.Hey gal,let's practice our gorilla walking style properly lo whenever v've got d chance.She said i was like gorilla,imitating her old folks walking style.

 

       Erm,nuff said 4 yesterday i guess.Although there's really numerous amount of stuffs i would wish 2 talk bout,all contained inside me.Been such a long period since i last updated my blog here.Really long,considering all d things that've happened.Actually it's just a few months,3 months d most.I've got lotta frens,whom v never contact each others in much more longer than 3 months time,yet v feel nothing about it.But now looking at what's going on in my life,n what has happened,it is indeed a long period.Really a lot of stuffs i would like 2 express out here,yet i feel i have not d energy 2 do so.There're just too much,that most of d times i can't even know better of what i'll wanna say.I wouldn't have believed n hav not thought at all that i would c d things that happened,till 2day.Few months time...Short?Long enuff 2 let drastic changes 2 take place.Although lots happen without us really realising,but i myself actually do realise bout all those all d time.Realise i been talkin crap till now.Well i just really hope that things can go back to how it used to b.Cant express how much i miss those times.Is it necessarily 4 things 2 go this way rite now?When i think of this,i really have lotta thoughts come in2 my mind,n i myself cant make sure what i'm actually thinkin,n been kinda unhappy.Haha perhaps i'm d only 1 who'll b unhappy cuz of this.

 

       19th of march is comin soon.....time flies from me everyday,i haven't really figured out what i'll wanna do.Well was actually preparin somethin 4 my fren.Somehow d plan was foiled,when i got 2 noe bout it,i was actually like,kinda hit by a bid "Aiks",though i just smiled n said,nvm nvm.I really gotta figure it out soon.Hmmm hmmm hmmm,any1 got their dream 21st buffday?U're welcomed 2 leave ur comments here.Erm.....actually i've got so many stuffs to talk bout,but i kinda have lost d feelin 2 write now in d mean time.I apologise 4 tiz entry if any1 shud find it boring or annoying.Jz wanna write write a bit,not 2 complain.Well cya guys around soon,i'll come back again.

 

      

 Our allied champion has fallen.Tat's wat v often hear from a large screen lcd of hsien wen's laptop wen playin dota 2gether,few pcs linked up 2gether,nite by nite,desperately lookin 4 willing enuff 2 volunteer "hosts" 2 open their houses 2 us.Tat's mostly how i spent my holidays bak in hometown,wit meals n meals,each on top of one another,from dimsum breakfast 2 2nd breakfast of noodle or porridge,to early tea of tuna n fried stuffs,to lunch of homecooked meal,continuous snacks following that,till dinner outside in some restaurant wit definitely 1 dish of fish,n supper of shu shu fan at 3am,den continued wit dimsum in d mornin again.Eat eat eat,i'm not here 2 talk bout meals,but gotta admit,hd been goin thru hard time,very uncomfortable wit meals like tat.Hd grown extremely fat,well,considering 2 d effort i've made in keeping fit during college days here.Yet,wen i returned,every1 seemed 2 came 2 a same conclusion,"ah fatt,u've slimmed down!!" >.< gosh tat's totally unbelievably astonishing.Lotta things would turn out in a sense tat v'll nvr expect it 2 do ya =P (sarcasm).Huge part of my holiday was like goin 2 foo's place at nite,dota till d mornin,sleep there,den go again at nite,well sometimes even itchy itchy go n pay him a visit in d afternoon or evenin b4 dota XD both of us couldnt help but agree v've been like livin 2gether 4 tat time,foo foo foo...I'll nid 2 apologise 2 hsien wen,for alwaz picking him 2 bully wen v play 2gether,as he's alwaz been a very arrogant n 38 guy,cant help it ^^ well tat's bout all 4 my week bak home...